Do you feel it?

Do you ever feel it?
The shifting?
Inside of you?
Deep as if ...
... it always was there?
Something moves, inside-
-a realness,
so bizarre,
so dark!

voices pop out,
From time to time,
telling you-
-obsenities you blurt out,
without thinking!
hurting,
maiming,
without remorse,
COLD,
cold as ICE.

everything you fear,
everything you detest,
everything you say no to,
It is it!
inside of You !
You are it!
A part, of you,
conceived within you,
Swimming on the other side!

The darkness
The 'I will not, would not and cannot!'
It is 'that's not me' yet...
It is!

a macabre labyrinth,
so cryptic, weird,
your absolute occult version!

Can you feel it now?
That shifting inside?